This is a spiritual place…Z-Family Farm – Fletcher North Carolina

God has granted me so many miracles throughout my life. But the most miraculous of all has been the gift of eight years since my diagnosis of pancreas cancer on April 29th, 2014.

Tommy and I agree these have been the best eight years of our lives together.

Our faith has grown so enormously and so deeply throughout this journey that we count that as another huge miracle He has blessed us with. Our children experience firsthand the importance of having a relationship with our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ and all agree we could not handle this without Him. We put our trust in Him completely to lead us through this difficult trial.

For our friends, it has been miraculous as well. They pray diligently and many daily that we can have one more day, one more good scan, one more birth, one more memory. They see Him answer those prayers time after time. I know it has deepened their faith as well.

The most recent miracle has been the success of our 6th Champions for Hope event. Thanks to our sponsors, friends and volunteers who open their hearts and their pocketbooks to help us raise EPIC amounts of money to help the disabled community and continue our research at Mayo Jacksonville for pc early detection. Thank you just never seems enough.

Yesterday we received some news. An MRI revealed a suspicious mass in the reconstructed head of my pancreas. The MRI was ordered by my oncology team due to ongoing weight loss and GI issues I have had since last July.

The doctors believe the pancreas cancer has now metastasized to my Whipple operation site. Many of you know I have mets to my lungs that have remained stable since July 2018. (Another miracle.)

They have ordered an Endoscopic Ultrasound Procedure for June 23rd to biopsy the tumor and confirm 100% the adenocarcinoma has returned to this spot. They are not able to perform this biopsy before that date due to my positive Covid test June 1st. This test would require twilight sedation and therefore must follow CDC Covid protocol of waiting 21 days from the positive test date.

My Mayo team respects my decision to forego chemotherapy as a treatment and maintain the best possible quality of life. 

They are seeking a clinical trial drug that might be successful working with my HER2 (Human Epidermal growth factor Receptor 2–positive). No person with pancreas cancer has ever received this treatment. It is approved to treat early-stage breast cancer. When this drug works for me it could mean that other pancreas cancer patients with this HER2 gene could benefit as well.

So, we ask for prayers for another miracle. Not just for me but for the countless other pc patients who may not have access to or doctors who even are aware of this treatment.

Tommy, me, and our entire family will continue to pray we can graciously accept God’s will for the outcome whatever it might be.

But, here is one thing you can completely count on…when the day comes and my life is over…I win. I will be sitting at the feet of Jesus whole once again in heaven for all of eternity.

If you are not a believer, I pray you will accept Jesus as your personal savior and be able to turn your trials into blessings just as we have.

I love you all and I am forever grateful and humbled by your love, support and prayers.

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  1. JudyZ , sending many prayers and positive vibes your way 🙏 Best of luck with the procedure, your courage humbles me. Stay strong, you’ve got this💕

  2. My prayers are with you Judi you are the bravest and strongest woman I know your faith in our Lord Jesus Christ is a blessing to watch houses that of your entire family I believe in our Lord Jesus Christ and I believe in the miracles he can be known to provide may you fight this obstacle with courage and the love you have in your heart for our Lord may your family find peace in your decisions and may your love for each other grow stronger I have tears in my eyes running down my cheek you are a remarkable woman and it has been my honor to know you and your beautiful family know that you will never be out of my prayers sending gods blessings to you

  3. Thank you for sharing, and being a mighty witness of the LORD’S magnificent love. You are in our prayers for His will be done.🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

  4. You are such a blessing to so many people! You are truly one of the most devout Christians I have ever met. Your faith shines like a beacon to others inviting them to experience God’s love, Jesus’ sacrifice for us and the ever abiding guidance of the Holy Spirit. Thank you for sharing your journey. Praying for you, your family and all the the people with pc. May God bless you all with His healing grace according to His plans.

  5. Well..He has further use of you, doesn’t He!? A drug trial that will be a positive treatment for you and a miracle for many others who have no idea this is even happening. <3 Lots of prayers for you! Love and hugs! Take care and be healthy and whole! Amen!

  6. Prayer warrior here for you! The tranquility of farm life is perfect for your well-being. Prayers and wishes for another continued miracle in your journey. Thoughts with you and keep letting Gods sunshine kiss your face.

  7. Hello Judy. My thoughts and prayers are with you. You are a fighter that’s for sure. May God love you and be with you. You are a very strong woman.

  8. I don’t even know you but my friend, Toosie, asked us to pray for you and sent this article. What a wonderfully written, heartfelt note. I promised her I’d pray but am so happy to have read your heartfelt vision of your journey. Good luck on the 23rd….prayers coming your way💝

  9. Dear Judy , you have been an inspiration to many . God gave you an incredible purpose here on earth . I pray he will continue your mission for a longer time . Peace be with you and your family . Love you lots. Patti Brami Beaudry

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